im in a really bad mood today it feels like everythin is impossible. i need to do uni work but just cant make my self do it n im running out of time im so gunna fale. Plus my bf is really pissin me off i kinda feel like i dont wanna be with him ne more i dont wanna be with ne one coz im so down n too focused on my weight. i feel really fat n just need to lose this weight so quickly i need ppl to notice. Tmoz im gunna try really hard im in work with my best mate but instead of standing around chattin shit all day im gunna keep my self busy cleaning n stuff n hopefully ill get through the day with out eatin too much. I feel so down i just wanna go to bed n not wake up till im 20 lbs lighter n all my uni work is finished...looks like ive got some hard work to do :( god my bf is just an idiot! when he pisses me off i usually eat but today is different i wanna get so skinny he's gunna be so fuckin sorry...its like i know he'll make me feel stupid if i tell him i have an ed especially coz im not under weight but at the same time i want him to know.